well i have thought of him all day suppose i was looking back at this day last year and thinking of exactly what happened and that that was the last ever cuddle as he went to sleep on my chest :(
I still have to have his photo on my pc and phone as screensavers, just cant let go. If i change them within a few mins i have to change them back, but yes its far easier to look at the photos and smile these days and remember how much we loved him, so miss him in a different way these days - if that sort of make sense.
Today has been a stressful day so sort of made it easier in the respect i had other things to deal with as well as think of Oscar, so yes it helped. If i had had nothing to do today or things had gone right i would have been sitting moping around all day.